Saturday, December 11, 2004
many ppl haf been showin their concern n askin hw am i nw..
not good i guess...alive but nt kickin
but anyw real thanks to those who care... luv u guys
hmm tot i alr feelin beta..but dunno y i feel worse todae..
perhaps cos i am stuck @ hm all dae... with nth to do @ all..
so mind will start to wander
act tho i noe he's in wrong..veri wrong in fact.. but i realli feel like tellin him i am sorry n i am nt angry wif him anymore... jus cont to tok to me n b frens again... i noe i mei you yong... but i realli miss him alot..tho i noe in his mind it will nv b me... nobody @ the moment i guess... tho i noe nw whenever he says he miss me.. he is jus jokin wif me... i oso hope to hear it one more time.. ya i am one useless idiot... still pinnin the dae he will tok to me again..but i doubt he will ever tok to me again afta my RP mates scolded him... i dun blame RP mates...realli i swear... he ought to wake up n stop playin wif other ppl's heart.. i jus hope he will reflect n noe tt he is wrong n tok to me again? or i hope time will go back to 16th oct... the dae when we started to b frenly to each other...
but i realli wun shed a tear fer him anymore.. i am stronger stronger stronger
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many ppl haf been showin their concern n askin hw am i nw..
not good i guess...alive but nt kickin
but anyw real thanks to those who care... luv u guys
hmm tot i alr feelin beta..but dunno y i feel worse todae..
perhaps cos i am stuck @ hm all dae... with nth to do @ all..
so mind will start to wander
act tho i noe he's in wrong..veri wrong in fact.. but i realli feel like tellin him i am sorry n i am nt angry wif him anymore... jus cont to tok to me n b frens again... i noe i mei you yong... but i realli miss him alot..tho i noe in his mind it will nv b me... nobody @ the moment i guess... tho i noe nw whenever he says he miss me.. he is jus jokin wif me... i oso hope to hear it one more time.. ya i am one useless idiot... still pinnin the dae he will tok to me again..but i doubt he will ever tok to me again afta my RP mates scolded him... i dun blame RP mates...realli i swear... he ought to wake up n stop playin wif other ppl's heart.. i jus hope he will reflect n noe tt he is wrong n tok to me again? or i hope time will go back to 16th oct... the dae when we started to b frenly to each other...
but i realli wun shed a tear fer him anymore.. i am stronger stronger stronger
pieced the puzzle 7:32:00 PM