Friday, December 24, 2004
mood of the dae: down..still down
y am i bloggin so often? nt tt i haf alot of spare time...cos there's so much thing n i dun wanna keep them inside... i feel ben lehz...doin the things i shldnt haf done... wads wif me manz... hey can anyone tell me wishes can cum true? Wishes nv cum true fer me.. n i noe wishes r kids stufff.. n a 19 yr old person shldnt even tot of such things.. but wad i wan is jus bein HAPPY...wif or without him... n haf beta time & financial management.. i am realli broke manz.. tis mth my parents gave me abt 300 bucks.. n i finished up on the 17th-18th dec...am i mad... i dunno where my money goes to too..i din buy alot tangible stuff... i mus haf spent it on food n leisure...damnit... CONTROL me!
haiz..y things hafta happen in this way... if time cld goback..i wanna goback to 16th oct... when he first started to reali tok to me... cos if i dun reply..things wldnt turn out lidat... its 2 mths plus le... everythin becum a memory...to b kept or thrown away....
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mood of the dae: down..still down
y am i bloggin so often? nt tt i haf alot of spare time...cos there's so much thing n i dun wanna keep them inside... i feel ben lehz...doin the things i shldnt haf done... wads wif me manz... hey can anyone tell me wishes can cum true? Wishes nv cum true fer me.. n i noe wishes r kids stufff.. n a 19 yr old person shldnt even tot of such things.. but wad i wan is jus bein HAPPY...wif or without him... n haf beta time & financial management.. i am realli broke manz.. tis mth my parents gave me abt 300 bucks.. n i finished up on the 17th-18th dec...am i mad... i dunno where my money goes to too..i din buy alot tangible stuff... i mus haf spent it on food n leisure...damnit... CONTROL me!
haiz..y things hafta happen in this way... if time cld goback..i wanna goback to 16th oct... when he first started to reali tok to me... cos if i dun reply..things wldnt turn out lidat... its 2 mths plus le... everythin becum a memory...to b kept or thrown away....
pieced the puzzle 1:27:00 PM